The Apple don't fall far from the tree.....

Detachment : The action or process of detaching: Separation.......
 
 The Law of Detachment
This law says that in order to acquire anything in the physical universe, you have to relinquish your attachment to it. This doesn't mean you give up the intention to create your desire. You give up your attachment to the result. This is a very powerful thing to do. The moment you relinquish your attachment to the result, combining one-pointed intention with detachment at the same time, you will have that which you desire. Anything you want can be acquired through detachment, because detachment is based on the unquestioning belief in the power of your true Self. Attachment comes from poverty consciousness, because attachment is always to symbols. Detachment is synonymous with wealth consciousness, because with detachment there is freedom to create. True wealth consciousness is the ability to have anything you want, anytime you want, and with least effort. To be grounded in this experience you have to be grounded in the wisdom of uncertainty. In this uncertainty you will find the freedom to create anything you want.

   I'm always quarterly shaking my tree. Getting rid of bad apples. What I wasn't aware of, some good apples were fallin off as well, That I didn't like. I wanted the good apples to stay exactly where I thought God intented them to be. On my tree.  Why would God want me to be rid of the good apples? I thought about that long and hard. then it dawned on me. 1. Im not his only tree. 2. he needs to make room for unripe apples to grow. 3. I have to replant new trees so that I maybe fruitful. 4. Its part of the detachment process. Wow... But wait my thought process went alittle deeper.... I am an apple on someone else's tree. I could be their rotten apple or I could be their good apple. Either way, I'm an apple and  when they shake their tree I just might fall off.....

   I was wondered why this was so important when it comes to getting on with your life. I never was one who really like detachments whether it be from Shoes,clothes, cars, houses, friends, past lovers, family members, co-workers or Jobs. Only because Im such a clingy  person when i want something or think it's mine. Once I attach to it.  Im like a leech, Im stuck. haha...funny how I used leech in my anology for attachment and detachment. When I started reading the7 Laws of spirtual success and then applying them to my everday way of thinking. I noticed that I was becoming "LEECH-LIKE". I would attach myself  and then unconciously start sucking the life out of it. I never wanted to destroy or hurt the what I attached myself to. I just wanted it. (s/n: noticed how I said want. Not need.) I didn't understand until just recently that you need to detach.  In order to gain perspective of the things that you need, How to be able to stay grounded so that God can use you for your true purpose and  life can stay  in the things you care about the most. Well at least that's one way of Im looking at it. The other way I look at it. When you detach, it helps you to deal with Hurtful situations. Helps build character and strength. Helps you to understand why scarifice is necessary. It also helps for you to see if who and what is needed, To get to your next spirtual level of success.To be able to  achieve your life goals.

   So like the saying goes for all NOUNS...which was my high school motto. "If you love it, Release it. If it come back to you back then it was yours from the start, If it doesn't it was never yours from the beginning.".


Love,
Aquelle

Karma Suits Me....

There are 7 laws of spirtual success. Today I choose to share Law #3 the law of Karma (cause and effect).

 The Law of Karma (or Cause and Effect)
"Karma" is both action and the consequence of that action; it is cause and effect simultaneously, because every action generates a force of energy that returns to us in kind. There is nothing unfamiliar about the Law of Karma. Everyone had heard the expression, "What you sow is what you reap." Obviously, if we want to create happiness in our lives, we must learn to sow the seeds of happiness. Therefore, karma implies the action of conscious choice-making. Whether you like it or not, everything that is happening at this moment is a result of the choices you've made in the past. Unfortunately, a lot of us make choices unconsciously, and therefore we don't think they are choices--and yet, they are. If you step back for a moment and witness the choices you are making as you make those choices, then in just this act of witnessing, you take the whole process from the unconscious realm into the conscious realm. This procedure of conscious choice-making and witnessing is very empowering.You can use the Law of Karma to create money and affluence, and the flow of all good things to you, any time you want. But first, you must become consciously aware that your future is generated by the choices you are making in every moment of your life. If you do this on a regular basis, then you are making full use of this law. The more you bring your choices into the level of your conscious awareness, the more you will make those choices which are spontaneously correct--both for you and those around you.

Love,
Aquelle

THE HURT WITHIN

I see the clouds rollin in.
The dark skies aren't decending
The air is becoming paper thin......

Will it ever come a day, That I will breath fresh air again.
My lungs are filled with this poison you have set me in.
My eyes sting from the constant down pour,
Of all the possiblites that can be no more.....

Shattered pieces is the state of my hopeless romatic heart.
Can't sweep up this jigsaw puzzle, that's been torn all apart.
No broom and dust pan wants to play any part.
I have to pick it up piece by piece.

One day, One day, Martin Luther King jr said when he was a child,
Pretending to be what he was destin to be.
This hurt within can't help but to wonder,
 Would love ever be put back in my destiny.......

Love,
Aquelle

ONE SIDED DIALOUGE.....

Matthew 7:7
 Ask and it will be giving unto you; Seek and you shall find; Knock and the door will be open unto you.

Dear God,
I’m coming to you, because my will for your will is making my stomach ill. My musical heart is not singing the right notes. My poetic words are getting stuck in my throat. My Emotions are running amuck. I can't seem to get unstuck. I know that you have never left my side. But this place I’m in is starting to feel like a rolling tide. I seek your face. Pray for your loving grace. I dedicate everything in my being to you. You see that my heart is pure. I love as you have taught me to love. Loving you unconditional I have been true. When you asked me to marry you. I said I do. Novemeber 12, 2002 was the date. My mom and Dad were even present to give me away. I vowed that I would never love anything more than you. You vowed that you would always help me thru any obstacle course that I must do. I vowed that I would always give you my best. Making sure I stand out above the rest. I vowed that I will always be one of the brightest stars in the sky. You vowed that if I would only believe in your cause and know that you have control of it all. All of my enemies will fall and be a foot stool so I can stand tall. Despite all of the drama I may bring. You vowed that my angels will always sing. Releasing angels of  protection on my account. Ensuring that my delicate heart and compelling soul would be protected thru out...

 I’m putting everything I have in your spiritual bowl.  I want you to mix and  reshape my mold. I have faith knowing you will make me whole.  I have the permission to ask and expect to receive my blessings. I’m asking for a physical being with all the perfect qualities that fits me best. The one that you know will stand out from the rest. I'm asking that you touch their personal cause with those powerful hands. So, we can stand side by side to defeat Satan's plans. I'm asking for your spiritual truth.  I'm asking that you pour out your power and fill our foundation with all your loving might. That should keep us from losing sight.  I’m asking for joy to come in the mist of any pain. I’m asking that they see my worth even if I can’t express or explain.

You said “what's yours is mine.” I said “what's mine is yours.” You told me” it's ok to go thru my personal things.” You said” whatever I seek, you wanted me to find.” It felt funny going thru your phone. Going thru the call and text log I was afraid of it all. I then discovered that you did nothing wrong. As I keep reading thru your intimate details you had with so many.  I observed thru it all you loved them as best as you could. Some left you because they misunderstood what you were really about. I immediately wanted to get straight hood and Box them out. But you told me to hold my Peace and stay in my place. Keep on reading I’m not out of the race. I stayed focused on the rest of the text you had with Eve, Sarah, Ruth, Hannah, Esther and Mary. I even read about the prostitutes that was taking loot. I didn't even want to give you the boot. Then you asked in my seeking what did I find?  In spite of all the Women you have ever loved. You have always kept your word and guided them thru their personal disgrace. You showed your face at your own pace. You showed that your path is always the same, yet different on each of their personal Plains. You taught them how to love, be patient, and kind. You were gently while examine their every line. You always gave them the benefit of the doubt. I could see why they fell so deeply in love with you and couldn’t be without.

I'm Knocking on the door. So I can tell you all this and more. I may stutter a time or two. I may even experience a loss of words. But I'm going to P.U.S.H thru. Because I know I'm right for you. I pray that you hear me out no matter how long it might take. Lord Please, Oh Please Don't let this be just a ONE SIDED DIALOUGE....




Love,
Aquelle

Perception become a person's reality....

Last night a really dear friend of mine told me that Perception becomes a person's reality...Usually I would have been like that is so true and then moved on from the statement. But Since I have been friends with them for only a brief moment. I have come to learn that there is always something deeper to what they are saying. Nothing is ever really surface with them. So I slept on it and then thought some more on it. Only because  one of my characteristics is to be extreme. Whether it is in thinking or buying groceries. So In my over thinking I had to fully understand what perception means...So I looked it up of course. peception then lead me to the word perceive. Perceive: To obtain awarness or understanding of. Now just for kicks. I know you know what reality means. but im going to give you the definition anyway. Reality: The quality or state of being real. A real event , enity, or state of affairs. In translation for the slower thinking people such as myself sometime...Perception becomes a person's reality - To become aware of a person's Truth. I know I spoke on living your truth already. I think when I got that bit of information. I became AWARE  of other peoples truths. Which plays a very important part of living your truth. In order to do this you have to be able to accept the people that God has blessed you with. You have to respect the thing that they are trying to accomplish for theirselves as well as yours. You have to be a Northern Star. Be Encouraging and Understanding. Sometimes we get so caught up in our own world that we don't realize that we aren't paying attention to the people who helped us along the way. Then we are perceived to be uncaring, dettached, or emotionally and physically unavailble. I know for a fact that the people you care about you never want them to perceive you to be that way. Sometime circumstances make you that way. Which it then turns into reality. Understanding plays a major role in this play. So if you have some friends that you just don't understand why they are doing what they do. Don't hold it against them. Find out if it is anything you could do to understand what they are going thru. So there reality can become apart of your reality. You have to love them in order to understand them. So I must work on my Attitude and how I treat the people I come in contact with....

LIFETIME ATTITUDE GOAL: IS TO THINK POSTIVE IN EVERYTHING THAT I DO. RIGHT ALL WRONGS. TAKE ON A SERVICE MENTALITY. HOLD MYSELF ACCOUNTABLE FOR MY ACTIONS. BE MORE UNDERSTANDING. DEVELOP A MORE FOCUSED MINDSET. STOP TAKING THINGS SO PERSONAL.

Love,
Aquelle

WONDERING MIND

WONDERING MIND....

Wondering mind what direction are you goin in.
Why is it so hard to follow you in this maze like den.
Going right or left. no go left then right.
I keep coming to all of these dead ends.

I need some of this madness to end.
Wait a minute. Take a minute.
Now take flight.
There goes my Light. I can see it.
I just might....Go Right.


Love,
Aquelle

NECESSARY LOSS...

YEAR TO DATE: MARCH 15,2010 -MARCH 15,2011

I was sitting in my brand new apartment. The first place on my own since my divorce. I laid in my bed that day and cried...I cried so hard that day. for 1. Because I missed my Daddy so BAD. I ached all over my body. I knew that no matter how much I longed for him. He would not be there to tell me his magical words "ABRACADABRA"..lol..yes he would actually say that when I thought my world was coming to and end...It was his way of saying that Baby, there really isn't no magic words. you just have to pick yourself up and keep moving til you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. I couldn't see that light a year ago. 2. All of a sudden ALL of my friends including my best friend. was no where to be found. I was like am I about to go thru this alone. with no one to talk to. I was HURTING so bad. I needed someone to talk to. Someone to cry to. I wanted to have a Big Pity Party. There was no one there. I lost a friend 3. I had no desire to go in to work. I didn't even want to go to my own Boutique. I didn't want to do FASHION anymore. I didn't want to sew, look a FASHION magazines, or EVEN talk about FASHION. I lost my Boutique 4. I attached myself to all the wrong type of Men. Since my friends wasn't around.You know a man will be around. Cause they want something from you and since I was so vulnerable. I attracted the ones that played on my vurnablity. SMH...Bad Move. I lost all of those Men 5. I spent a ridiculous amount of money. Shopping made me feel good. To make me feel better on my supa lonely days. I shopped. I shopped alot. My apartment was Magnificent. My closet Sick. My shoe game  is DOPE. I lost my apartment and alot of my Money. . Now you wonder how is all of that NECESSARY LOSS....
                                                    *THE BOOK OF JOB*

I read that book in the bible. I have read it before but didn't understand it fully. You see JOB was a stand up type of guy and God love him most. But Satan came before God and said "Does JOB fear nothing? Have you not put on hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you." So the LORD said " Very well, then, everything he has is in your hands, but on the man himself do not lay a finger. JOB 1:8-12. Then I read further. Satan took everything as well as made him Ill. But Job didn't curse God. Since Job loved the lord with all of his heart and Proved to the Lord that no matter what he was going thru he was going to still worship and love his Heavenly Father. God Blessed That latter part of JOB's life more than the first. JOB 42:12. So I look at all of the things that I have LOSS over the years.I took noticed how Necessary it was for me to experienced that loss. 1. My daddy did die. I like to hope that the Lord had given him his mansion and His time was up. I needed to grow up,  Take the Life Lessons that my daddy taught me. Never give up on my dreams, Never settle for second best because I am number 1. always strive to be better. I'm stronger than I give my self credit. Look forward and never backward. 2. My friends are Human and they go thru the same Human experiences just different type of situations but they are all the same. Sometimes You have to walk alone in order to reach the Level of Godly Success. I got use to not always having someone to run to when things got bad. I ran to  My Lord. I don't feel so Lonely anymore. He sent special people in my life for this reason. To let me know that I wasn't forgotten. 3. He sent people to let me know how talented I was and that  My talent was need and useful. He opened Doors for me to Show my talent. 4. I did finally meet someone who is very special and they treated me like I wanted to be treated. They let me know that I am powerful and a shining STAR. They wasn't around long but he did show me that My HOPEFUL love is out there waiting on me. When he thinks I am truly ready to receive that Type of Love. It going to be so AWESOME. 5. He trusted me with a little money and yes I spent it recklessly. But I did do some wonderful things with alot of it to. So I planted good seed like JOB. and like he promised I will be taken care of. It might not be financial but that's OK. So you see some loss is necessary so that you can humble yourself. Prepare you for a greater Blessing. He even has you experience Loss just to test you to see if you was willing to lay it all down for his greater cause. So that he can place you  to do Something bigger. Bigger than you can ever imagine. No matter how down I get from being with out person,place or things. I will always Know that My Loss was Necessary for God Big Plan. What is for me is for Me and Not even Satan can have it.

Love,
Aquelle

LIVING My Truth...Fashionably

I started out with my normal routine of  praying and mediating. I then jump out of bed to get this fashionable day started. Im so excited. This day cause for the special perfume. The one that energizes My world. I have two photo shoots in one day. One of the shoots I get to do all by myself. I got to work with a wonderful crew. Photographer was on point. He really helped get my vision across. The make-up artist had my girl Sydney looking like Tyra Banks...lol ok, so im stretching it alittle but Hey this was my day. No hairstylist but that didn't stop me. I did the Hair, She was rockin those spiral curls. Did a conference call to make sure the other shoot was following the concept. Just a little drama at first but once I finshed the Bag shoot I high tailed it across town to the 2nd shoot...Tamura to the rescue. Got there to only discover that everything was perfect. They just need some of my energy to make it better. Im not exaggerating about that. *ALL SMILES*.... Then I drive across town and back and back again to make sure all merchandise is returned to all the boutiques. Day sounds like nothing could take me off of this cloud 9 with the sliver lining I'm riding right now huh? The one whose name won't be mentioned tried . I had a  Lunch date from Hell happened. This guy I met a while back has literally been callin me for weeks now. I mean everyday. Most days I don't respond or answer his calls. But Last night I answered. Immediately he got on my last nerver. Overly persistant. We met for lunch and I was looking for a time waster til my next appointment. I found it. Can't get back that hour. Glory still not stolen. Went to a Fitting for 7 models for the Red Pump Affair that Kontrol Magazine is hosting Saturday. Then the models didn't show up because of lack of communication on the casting director part. All is still good. I got to see these SUPA DUPA FLY earrings that I must have. Of cours I can't cause Im broke. You won't belive what happens Next. Did you say someone came in the shop and Love them too... That is exactly what happend AND she bought them while I watched. I could have fainted....My Glory is still entacted...My boss calls me with a melt down moment. I keep a cool head and put on my problem solving cape. Tamura save the Evening. I found a DJ for the event, Picked out jewlery that will be rifled off. Reschedule the model fitting. Finished my Concept Board for the next shoot on Thursday. That was my Day..I did it all with my head held high, my wisdom cap on with bobby pins so it wouldn't move and HIGH HEEL shoes on my feet. I was Poppin  My Collar all day...#fashionablylproductive.

Love,
Aquelle

Relax, Relate, and Release....

I have been told that I have a very calming spirit. I help some people to relax. I'm very easy to talk to. I know how to have enjoyable comfortable silences . I say "REALLY???" How can I do all of that when my mind never rest. Even when I sleep I'm still thinking either about that person I'm sleeping with or what is on my agenda for the next day. I am mentally tired. I want to rest my mind for only a little while. I want to not be able to think about nothing with out having to go meet my maker. I want to lose control of my mind. I have been in complete mental turmoil all of my adult life. I remember when times where a little simpler and even then I made them difficult because I over think everything. I was told that blogging would be therapeutic for me because it will allow all of these crazy thoughts, ideas, and visions to leave my mind. I want some peace of mind.  So I have FIGURED IT OUT...... In true Aquelle fashion of course. I'M GOING TO LEARN TO MEDIATE AND START BACK RUNNING. which brings me to my Lifetime Physical goal.... I wanted to find a way to be healthy without having to run 5miles a day. Funny thing is I am a runner. That is not me Living my Truth. Truth is...I was happiest when I was running and exercising on a daily basis and eating right. I wasn't as stressed out because I had a release. See I'm a distant runner and was pretty damn good at it to. I ran cross country and Track in high school.  I enjoyed running thru the woods , breathing in the fresh air  and hearing the rhythm of my feet hitting the earth. Wonderful feeling. Of course I got burned out from running. Then life for me happened. I forgot how good I felt when I ran. Oh, Let me mention how AWESOME  my body looked. I don't have a bad body now but if I started running again SMH....of course that's just a plus but my quest is to make me more beautiful on the inside. I must find some sort of balance. I'm going to start walking first and I'm going to enter in the peachtree road race..I'm going to walk it this year but I'm going to run it Next year. I have 3 friends that does  the Aids walk every year so I'm going to do that too.

In my truth...I am a Knowledge seeker so I must exercise my mind. But first I must unclutter it. So I can allow God to rush in . I did some research on mediation...of course you probably knew that already. there are many different forms of meditation.  breathing meditation seems to be the easiest way to start. It helps you calm the mind and develop inner peace...now they say when you do this you must find a quiet spot and sit with your back straight so you don't get sluggish or sleepy. Now breath normally through your nostril and concentrate on your breathing. now at the same time you are suppose to empty your mind....HAHAHA...emptying my mind is hard. But of course it says at first your mind will be busy and it may seem that the meditation is making your mind busier than normal. In reality it just making you realize how busy your mind really is. to focus on breathing your mind is going to wonder but that's cool. just when it does bring you  focus back on the breathing until your mind settles. of course you might not get this the 1st time. but if you keep mediating you will learn to calm the mind and be more at peace. More able to hear God speak to you. That is my ultimate goal is to be able to hear the direction I need to be going in my life.  I got my quiet spot and blanket ( thank god it's getting warmer).I'm  Ready to Relax, Relate and Release....

Love,
Aquelle

COMPLETE.......

My brothers fiance ask a question today. Can you really ever feel "COMPLETE"? Good soul searching question huh? I think you can if you do want you where put on Earth to do. I asked myself what is complete? Of course you know I looked it up. Complete to me is having all of the required characteristic or skills.  There was a time in my life where I actually thought that I was complete ready to take on the world and make a mark on MY world. ( Right out of highschool..lol ) Man O Man was I wrong. I didn't even make a dent in it. I was chasing my tail and never getting no where. I took on big responsibilities that I wasn't ready for such as: Living on my own, hanging out all hours of the night, working in a dead in job, Fast Money, having Kids, getting married. Basicly, doing to much of what I wanted to do. Having no type of directions, discipline or Care for myself. It wasn't until sometime Last year that I really started to question My purpose for existing. It has taken me almost a year to Completely understand just who I am. I get it now! The thing is God has put me here to WORK!!!! and once your work is done then your life will be COMPLETE.

I read Matthew 24: 36-51. The Day and Hour Unknown. it talks about how you will not know when the Lord will come to earth and get his people. But you better rest assure that he is coming. You and your homeboy, girl, could be chilling watching TV and the Lord will enter your home like a thief in the night and come get ONE of you. The only way he will get both is if you are ready and you have to be a good and faithful servant. So in order to be received you have to put in WORK.  It's time to clock in. You must plan to Succeed in everything you do. Write it down, Scratch it out, think it out, write it down again. In other words you have to put your thoughts to work too. it not always about the physical work. It's the mental work that is the most challenging. The real battle for good and evil is all in your head. Did you know that?

So with the question of  today.  I discovered what  my Lifetime Spiritual Goal is. It's to seek God in my Every second time on this earth. Listen out for his voice and guidance. Give my Whole Heart to God. Believe in the things that I can not see more than the things I can. Help others to understand how truly awesome and amazing the God I serve is whenever possible. SHARE my testimony with anyone who is willing to listen. Be available to be A MIRACLE. Use the Power that was giving to me .

Of course you know I just made the enemy very mad. but I don't care. I have been competitive all my life and faced alot of challenges along the way. Some I lost and Some I won. That is what keeps me fighting strong. I also think that comes with being able to say in the end I LIVED A FULL AND COMPLETE LIFE!

Love,
Aquelle

Lesson Learned!!!!!

Have you ever been to Jail? Have you ever been evicted from your home? Have you ever bounced a check to keep your lights on? Have you ever spent time with someone and you should have been spending it at home? Have you ever had a opportunity to work with people who have less than you and didn't? Have you ever spent more money than you planned for at Walmart?  If you have answered  Yes, to any of these questions then you are not alone. Cause I have done all of those things. Looking back on it. It doesn't make me feel good. In fact it makes me feel Irresponsible.

Today I thought about all of the things that made me feel like that and the list was actually longer. I am ashamed at a lot of the things that I have done in my life. Well, I am Glad to say LESSON LEARNED....
I got up and set out to make my day as productive and rewarding as possible. I have been driving with out a license for awhile now. I even have to do community service, pay a fine and go see a probation officer for it. I still was driving around without one. 1. because i didn't have the funds to pay the fine. 2. because I felt like I will get to it. 3. as long as my tag is good and I have insurance I will be alright. Boy, was  I wrong. It is nerve racking to drive. Every time I see the police I start to sweat and my heart is pounding. Scared to really drive at night cause you can't see the police get behind you. God forbid that your tail light might just decided to blow while your driving...SMH...So I did what any GROWN WOMAN would do in a situation like this. I got my Ass out of bed this morning and went and stood in line for 3hrs to pay my fine and 2hrs to get my license. LESSON LEARNED!!!!

As I was standing in line and looking around at the men and women in the place. I realized that it is a lot of people like me who get stuck in Life. People get so caught up in the right now.They don't realize that life is more than  a good weave, some hot shoes, What party or hot spot to go to or where they can find some weed (another topic on another day). I use to be in that world. I decided one day and it wasn't over night. That I didn't want that anymore. I still fall short some times. I still want my weave and  hot pair of shoes. But I have come to realize that it take Work, Scarafice and Planning to live the life that God has given me. I started to think about the Goals I plan on making my reality, I came up with 10 areas that I want to focus on. I also thought of some questions that would help me to figure out how to set realistic goals. I call them Life Goals. I put them in order of importance to me.Notice how I put Romance last. I did that on purpose becasue I figured it out. In order to have a lasting Romantic relationship with anyone you must first get your priorioties together. Aquelle is Growing up...:))

My Life Goals:

• SPIRITUAL
• FAMILY
• FINANCIAL
• CAREER
• EDUCATION
• ATTITUDE
• PHYSICAL
• PUBLIC SERVICE
• ARTISTIC
• PLEASURE/ROMANCE

The Challenge is take each one of the bulleted goals and create you some "True Self" questions. Then set your own Life Goals. I encourage you to take sometime out and really look at yourself . Ask yourself  where you want to be in your life? Do I want to make the world a better place for me and my kids? Do I want to lose this weight for real? Is there any part of my mindset holding me back? What level do I want to reach in my career? How much money do I want to earn? How will my decissions effect my family?  and What information and skill will I need to acheive other my goals? These are a few questions that I asked my self while standing in that long ass line.lol... Don't be afraid to write down even the smallest or silliest question. No one has to see it or even know you  are doing it. I'm choosing to share mine because I want it to Manifest into something bigger than me. "Everything in life is what you choose to Manifest". So let speak change, prosperity and Enlightenment in to our Universe. Psalm 67:1-2

HAPPY LOVE DAY!!!

Love,
Aquelle

A FRESH START!!1

Hello,

I would like to take a minute to introduce myself. My name is Aquelle, I'm 35 yrs old. I have 2 children.I'm a single mother trying to find my place in this life. I have owned my own business and it failed within 3years. I have lived in countless places all over the metro area. I have also lost a few places along the way. I'm recently divorced. I have been to 3 colleges and never finished. I have always been very opinonated, So since I always have ideas and thoughts running through my mind at all times. I figured I would blog them . I have never written a blog or even responded to one. what made me start this blog you ask?  A friend of mine told me that I was powerful. I never thought of myself as being powerful until Last week. I thought about that power that I have over people. Some are my friends but most are strangers that I meet here and there. I always mange to strike up conversations about anything from God to Politics. I want to use my life and the  experiences to help some one see their way through the same darkness I been through.I always been the type of person to have Dreams and Ideas. But I wasn't the type to actually execute them and follow thru. I always wanted to be in a better place and live comfortably. I wanted to have nice things. Have financial freedom. Direction and Discipline is where I fall short. That is going to change TODAY!!!! I am on a road to self discovery. I am striving to become a better me for myself and for my kids. In this journey I want to ask that you follow me and join me to help empower myself as well as you.  In this journey of self discovery I plan on building a strong foundation for my future. Sharing whatever knowledge I learn along the way.. I read a post by my cousin on facebook. He was talking about his 5yr plan and how he is four years in and he will be on his way to finishing his 5yr plan in one year. That got me to thinking.... WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN 5 YEARS?????

In Ecclesiastes 3. It talk about there is a TIME for everything and a season for activity under heaven. So my TIME is now and I challenge my self as well as others to Get a Fresh Start in this PURPOSE DRIVIN LIFE. Tomorrow I will post a brief summary about where I see myself in five years. I will also blog about my personal self discoveries on things I need to change in order to reach my reality. All advice and critiques are very much welcomed.

I hope that I have planted a seed in you. Just as my Friend has planted one in me. Lets cultivated and nurture our seed together.

Love,
Aquelle